Conspiracy Theory

I love it when you drag me down
Into shit that doesn't even concern me
I love taking bullets from both sides
I love being part of this conspiracy theory
That you so conveniently formulate with the help of your lies

I know these games, and all these plots
I've played them before, I thought you knew that
I know you too well, I wont get caught in the same spot
I love how we keep walking in full circles and back

I love how I'm defending you
I love the position I am in, I'm the earth between the sun and the moon
I love it when you judge me
I love the sound of your accusations causing mayhem around the room

And please don't cry now, tears wont cover up the act
The tantrums and the drama wont change the fact
That there's more to you than I could ever see
And its painful, now that I'm caught up in this conspiracy

But I've learned my lesson
I know we'll all come around eventually
You'll go against me
And have me backing up against the wall
So its all out on the table now
I get stabbed from every side
I've had enough, I've been on this ride
Long enough now to know what its like
To be your best friend
Oh those words are jinxed

How can we be ? How can we go on ?
I know I'm supposed to hold on
But you know I was never this strong.

You know I'd put my life on the line for you
And I'd take a life just so you'd get a kick out of it
But this is driving me crazy now
And I'm sure you don't even know how
Lets not pretend,
that we're best friends
Anymore.

Although, we both love to act our parts
And we do it with unmatched finesse
This is worse than a couple of broken hearts
This is me screaming out aloud to anybody who'd listen
I don't want to hear another word that you have to say
Just know that its not like how it was yesterday.

Now tell me I'm wrong
That I was wrong all this while
Wrong about you
And please don't smile
Our world's spinning out of control
All our plans are going haywire
You would have killed me anyway
Its just coincidence that I
Stood in your line of fire.

How can we be ? How can we go on ?
I know I'm supposed to hold on
But you know I was never this strong.
You know why I wrote this song
Its just to tell you how bitter I am
So long, so long, so long.